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On Headaches and Hurting

The Pain Of Chronic Illness

Li
3 min readOct 2, 2021
Photo by Francisco Gonzalez on Unsplash

I was woken up at 5am, by my jaw, which decided to clench itself so badly during the night, that it gave me a migraine. I staggered downstairs, and got myself some painkillers and some water to take them with, and then went back to bed, where I tried to lay as still as I possibly could, because I didn’t want to risk making it any worse.

START OF THE DAY

At about eight o clock, my chorkie alarm clock demanded to be taken downstairs and let out in the garden. I then fed the dogs, while trying to stay upright, and not let the dizziness take over completely.

For the first half hour after that, I just tried to lay still in the hopes of not angering my jaw muscles any more, but it didn’t really work, and it was at that point, where I had to make the decision on whether I would try and go about my day, or whether I should just give in and rest.

COMPROMISE

In the end, I made the decision to do a bit of both. I had a pawtrait commission that I needed to work on, but at the same time, trying to do that when I couldn’t really see straight would have been pure stupidity.

Instead, I decided to paint another fairy door, because I knew that there were larger areas that didn’t require such precise work.

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Li
Li

Written by Li

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