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I’m Having A Difficult Day
Today has been one of those days for me. Waking up, and wanting to lay right back down and go straight off to sleep again and wake up feeling less sucky. We all have those kinds of days (unless you’re just crazy lucky), and today it was mine to experience.
WORDS AREN’T COMING EASILY
Words aren’t coming easily. I feel like I’m so full of them, and yet, even now that I’m sat down to write, none of them want to actually come out and I feel like I am choking on them. It feels even worse, because the weather is so nice and I love it when it’s bright and sunny, and I’m sat here talking to myself like “What the hell is wrong with you?!”
I have a novel series that I’m working on. I have another blog post to write. I have coursework to finish, and I can’t summon up the motivation for any of it.
THE PAIN OF NOT BEING ABLE TO WRITE
It’s torture not feeling able to write properly, but I made a promise to myself that I would blog every day. I am also embarking on a personal challenge to write 50000 words in of a new project this month, so I’ve picked myself up and forced myself to sit at my desk and open my laptop.
Today I am mostly following
