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If anyone asks…
“But if anyone asks, tell them we’re fine” were the last words she said to me.
Even when we had had an argument, I still thought that we’d be together at the end.
I can’t believe that she’s gone.
I used to think it didn’t matter if I didn’t see her for a few days, I knew I’d see her soon, but now, that won’t happen.
It can’t happen… ever.
No matter what I do, I can never go back.
If only I hadn’t run out on her.
If only I hadn’t had to work.
Then maybe she wouldn’t be dead.
Maybe she wouldn’t have left me.
I miss her so much.
I know we were just friends, nothing more, but she was my best friend.
She knew the real me, not the mask that I put on for everyone else to see.
I thought at first, that she was just like the others, but when it came down to it, she just really got me.
She knew what I was thinking, even before I said anything.
I couldn’t say that she always knew what was best for me, but most of the time she did.
And now, she’s gone.
